Friday, 21 September 2007

Thursday, 20 September 2007

week 10 weigh in

i have lost another 5lbs!so happy. im on add a meal this week which means i have to eat 2 oz of boiled chicken a day!not happy cos i prefer not to have anything. If i dont have it then i have to go the docs to get permission that i dont have to eat blah blah blah. so ill just do it!

went out tues nite!was fab loving the new found confidence

the shop evans is completely out of my life!wooooooooooooo

that is my final thought lol!ill put more photos on lataxx

Friday, 14 September 2007

update!

hi all i got weighed yesterday and i lost a whopping half a stone!!was shocked. this diet is full of surprises.i went shopping yday. spent £100 and even went into river island. i could have bought that whole shop!
my whole outfit i have on are size 18s!i love it the last time i was a size 18 i was alot younger. i actually have a bum!normally i buy big jeans like the boy fit cos they r comfy but i bought a fitted bootcut pair and im a bit bootylicious!

also got a new hair style last nite. got really short layers at the top cos i back comb it alot so it will look more retro now!still got my extensions in cos i need to have long hair. feel a bit baldy without it!

anyhoos bye for now xx

Sunday, 9 September 2007

helo hello

its sunday and i had a good weekend. My best nate had a bbq last nite but i was good. Missed my soup tho which isnt good. been really hungry today tho. gunna go to bed soon im wrecked and hungry!not a good feeling. was hard last nite, everyone was drinkin and eating and we stayed up till bout 6 this morn and some of them were still eating!

oh no theres a tv ad and they r makin a car out of cake!!mmmnnn


anyway....had a special friend come down to spend the nite last nite he only lasted 2 hours cos he got there i kept filling his drink up with Jack Daniels everytime he went the loo!!needless to say he was in the loo most of the nite then conked out in bed!then thought it wud be funny to wake me up this mornin at stupid oclock. I havent drank too much water today so im sitting here trying to down as much as i can. I need to get to the 3 stone mark this week so im gunna try my best to get another 3lb off.!

anyways im too tired to even look at the comp any more

nite all xx

Thursday, 6 September 2007

hey peeps

had my weigh in and lost a miserable 4lbs!not happy. havent typed for a few days ended up goin out again last nite...become a party animal, was gunna go out again tonight but neva cos of some arse who let me down.seen a few peeps last nite that i have not seen for a long time. that was fun.....they didnt recognise me at first was quite happy with that tho cos now im sober i seen what arses they r!

havent really got much to say...im gunna start writing every few days cos im running out of babble and also i dunno if anyone reads it!summary- my diet ive lost 39 lbs now still sticking to it!next week 3lbs hopefully and ill be at the 3 stone mark!!


xxx

Tuesday, 4 September 2007

howdy doody

hi all. im back in my own house today not happy!jens folks bed is the comfiest thing ever but tonight her sister is there and shes a bit too grown up for me and jenny being together so i thought i best come home for the nite. been good as gold as per usual today. lookin 4ward to my weigh in this week, quite confident ive had quite a decent loss....oh the shame if i havent!not much to report today. my clothes wont stay on but i guess thats what happens on the journey to fabulousness.lol

i am so carrie bradshaw meets 18 stone!
xxx

Monday, 3 September 2007

goin out!

hey gang i decided to go out tonight with my mate. ive been feeling trapped so im goin out to have a boogie.ill get some fotos took when im ready!

not much else to say stuck to my diet and feel fab!gettin a bit annoyin tho now that my clothes wont stay up xxxxx

im back!!!
ok its 6:50 am and im still awake

my ex fella just left!nothing happened im not into him anymore AT ALL but hes one of the only guys im completely comfortable with and hes a hotty big muscly cute got a little sexy attitude goin on. he was so shocked at hoe much weight id lost. i just dropped him off home and i got a txt when i got back sayin how fab i looked. i was like awwwwwwww!!

the nite in town was good. actually got chatted up 2 guys asked for my number but said no werent my type at all. i was alot more confident and noticed when the guys were chatting they were chatting to me and my friend, normally i watch the convo with them to my friend.....skinny by the day tina has arose!only downfall was stupid boys who squirted a waer gun out of a car and got my friend and a little bit of me. but it dried and we were fine!
i picked my friends friend and her boyfriend and his mate up. his mate is the absolute spit of ashley cole. when i say spit....i actually mistook him for him!!!he was sitting in my passenger seat i was in heaven.some one i mite stalk when im skinny lol.

anyway im sitting in bed with the laptop on my knee watching sex and the city. think its time to sleep. in work 2moz. not till 3pm tho!whoevers reading this doin the cambridge diet i hope u r all being good and shaking shaking!

nite all thanks for reading!!COMMENT ON MY BLOG XXXX

Sunday, 2 September 2007

hello!well its sunday! and im doin fab. downing my water drinkin my shakes. got my soup left but the girls are ordering pizza.again! so im gunna wait till that comes to down it...i have more photos!IGNORE THE CLOTHES IN THE AFTA IT WAS A MIXTURE OF PJS AND NORMAL CLOTHES!




havent done much today i have been chilling with the girls. my mood kinda come down tonight dunno y!!!

but ive stuck to the diet soo woooooooooooooooooxxxx

Saturday, 1 September 2007

hi im back!!1st sept

im sitting in my friends with the laptop on my knee i feel like carrie bradshaw lol!!we been to blockbuster and got a couple of dvds. My friend is sitting there eating a chicken pizza a pack of munchies a bag of popcorn and a tub of ben and jerrys!i hate her the skinny winny!nah i love her really but im quite content sitting here with my soup!

just been having a chat with jenny and she was saying how much happier ive become since ive started this diet....before it, one of my close friends and my mum both asked me if i was depressed. I knew i actually was. My work peeps didnt no this side of tina but my friend and my mum i speak to every day and it was obviously coming accross to them. Anyone reading this that doesnt struggle with their weight....u probably think what is this girl going on about y is she moaning so much about her weight.....people that do struggle with their weight u will know exactly what im goin on about! i dont wanna repeat my self all the time but this is the best ting that has happened to me in a long time! anyways done rambling on....for now

be happy :D:D:D

xxxxxxx

1st sept 07

hey guys! i been working today so had no time to think of food!i didnt have any shakes before work tho so ive had to have all 3 when ive come home!not too bad.

the only thing i am dying for is a vodka!lol. im so determined tho i wudnt even go there. every day people are telling me i look thinner and thinner so at least i no im getting there! i cant seem to see myself losing any weight now tho! ive stopped seeing it but ppl in work are noticing it so it must be going somewhere.

im off to my friends tonight- folks away!normally i eat like a horse in hers. i no ill be aight tho!oh and im getting a biggggggggg fat loan on thurs (15000) :O i have so manyyyyyy debts to pay back but im lookin forward to having one direct debit and i can pay off my new york hol which im happy about. gives me a bit more incentive to lose the weight!oh and i won 50 quid vouchers in work today too for arcadia (dorothy perkins, topshop, etc) so on thurs my weigh in gunna go and get something new as the new man is coming to a barbecue with me in my mates so wanna look ultra hot!!!

not much to say today just feeling good and lookin forward to my day off 2moz

hope u all ok xxxxxxxxxxxxx